Monday, March 07, 2005

Seven days past crazy

While I haven't been posting much, I've been reading a ton. Books and blogs, that is.

I had my first IUI last week. Today I am 7DPIUI. I am trying hard not to obsess over every twinge. Because, as many of you out there know, early pregnancy symptoms are nearly identical to period symptoms -- minus the period, of course!

I so want to be a mother. This chasm inside me is getting deeper with each passing month. I don't want to think about failure. I want to be a first-time-lucky gal. I want my husband to hold our longed-for child in his arms as soon as possible.

Why is this so hard?..

Waiting sucks.

C.

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