Inconsolable

I'm having a really rough time of it this week. I can't stop crying. I am unable to focus on anything. I think I will be leaving work early today. I just can't cope.

Why is it that, wherever I go, there are young mothers with their babies? *The tears are coming again* Why do I feel like a complete reject? I feel like God has passed me over for motherhood in this lifetime. Why not me?!

I know in my heart that this next IUI will be a failure. I can't explain why, I just know.

C.